I’m not good enough
October 16, 2019
It’s been a year,
When I felt this unconditional love
That I thought I was enough.
I’m here beside you
When I realize that I love you
I gave you my all
For you stay with me in the mall.
I’m not good enough for you
I’m just a person
Who’s mistaken to everything I do
It feels like I disappointed you.
You said I don’t show you
How I love you everyday
And it kills me in anyway
I ask myself, am I that kind of person?
What should I do?
For you to believe me.
I did try my best
But I still messed up
I tried hard
For who you want me to be.
Do I have to change myself?
Just to be called “a perfect boyfriend?”
I can’t be perfect
So please accept.
I can’t change the past
And make things right
I’m sorry that I ruined your trust
Don’t worry this will be the last.
I’m not good enough
To deserve your love
I’m sorry for being me
We as one, can never be.